ph of me and cropped by me.
Insecurities are the killer.
Do you ever feels this way? Feels the heart crash into pieces?.
I was born as imperfect. By what I meant 'imperfect' is I don't have a model looks. I don't have a flawless skin. I don't have a skinny body. I have low metabolism, so when I eat a lot and my weight is gained by a minute. So I need to balance my eat's schedule or do diet balance. I'm a alternative rock and british pop songs lover, but that doesn't mean I hate other songs and didn't say that 'Broadway' is a lame. I'm just a normal girl who's trying to change something in her life. Aiming something and wanted to make her goals come true.
"I don't want to be a ordinary girl. I want to be unique. I don't have what others have, but I know that I have something special about me that they doesn't have." - Ned, myself.
"I don't want to be a ordinary girl. I want to be unique. I don't have what others have, but I know that I have something special about me that they doesn't have." - Ned, myself.
Nowadays I've found that I've lost self-confidence. By words and the past which always make me down so hard. And I've always wanted to say 'Mind your own business can't ya?' to somebody who made the insecurities exist in my life. It's not that I'm not appreciate what I have, it's just "SOMETHING" bother me and instigate my feelings. And all of sudden I feel so down. Until I burst into tears. So do you ever think that all these things worth for your tears? Do you ever think that the person who made all these insecurities exist in your life worth for your tears? Well I don't. That person are just the killer. Killer of your feelings. What my friend, Danial told me that don't ever let that person kills your feelings slowly. You have to stand strongly. If someone who's always makes you down, just think that there's a someone who will help you up and collects all your pieces of confidence back. And I believe for all what he said.
Oh and to those who bring someone down, R-O-T it spells ROT in the hell.